Sometimes...

..di ko na alam sasabihin ko. :( I'm out of words as usual, well, most of the time. I just don't know where to begin, what to say, etc. Ung emosyon ko, paiba-iba. Hindi constant. Magulo. Di maintindihan.

Maybe it's time for me to surrender. Accept the fact that I can't do it - that I can't reach the limit - that I will not be able to reach the goal.

And because of that, I will get a merit called double outstanding. I just have to accept it.